Wow, so I'm back. Its been almost 6-7 months since I made an attempt to make an entry. But I have decided again to enlighten those who are curious of whats going on with me. I've accomplished what was on my short term goal list. I graduated high school, Finally got another job and started classes at community college of phila. Im excited but almost feel like im getting sedentary I dont hear to many people at where they boasted or bragged about being at everyone is at just about on there hands and knee's. But I have to convice myself to go on with this sluggish college process and it should pay off. After all if you read some of my previous blogs who would of thought id make it too this point at least.  

I graduated and felt like I did not live up to my moments to soak in all of my hard work and dedication to that diploma they gave me. Its funny I still got my friend James which almost didn't seem like a long term friendship but we almost think alike he almost like a brotha to me he been there alot and has recollections of my adolecent troubles and pains and shit like that. We still talk to this day, almost like we were back in class craking jokes on people. Its funny moving into the real life situation because just about everything you do shows in your New character you assume in life. Tabby looking, shoes ran down and almost quzical about what it is im going to do that im going to progress so furthur than you. Those are usually classmates I see and almost never had any kind words with. I find it humorous discussing them to my friends; and speaking of this friend thing....

I have almost completely assumed an new social life I've almost never had friends of other decents and they are actually cool, I mean its weird that our views are almost simalar but we live on so many different morals. This usally applies to my job. These people almost ginuely make me feel comfortable around me like they arent always tryna pull a fast one on me or something. mind you, I grew up amongst drug dealers, killers and cons. So Its taking a new light on me in my brain I actually feel safe. As to my friends before moving on to this newer endeavour. Its like a fucking rock band everyother week opinions are said and people get offended and its like no one sees eye to eye. I know I dont other's I ask simply say to Me; "Dave... I got no time to be tryna heal tha hood" And it hits me like yeah thats true. like I remember gathering just about all of my friends at my house new years eve rounding the pool table and I think I think I made things clear. I said to them, "Yo, I wont be fucking wit alotta people this year." Some looked puzzled, some laughed and others simply didn't take  me serious . But now its like they can see the void I put on them. Balancing school, work and my sanity/social life. I only spend one day with them out of my week. Some people don't change, some almost know what my ambitions are but its never discussed. They often joke about my success like I didn't just throw myself upon opportunity whenever It showed its face. and its funny cause when you question your friends it makes you wonder what you have to do to satisfiy yourself as far as this go. and so far, I have.. I almost estranged my best friends because some are too big headed and others are dully noted to whats really important in the world.. Which has left me so to say with my anchor up and looking in that new direction. And so to add to that let's just say I have the wind on my back.

 School has been exciting I have been dedicating myself to this I feel like im going hard every chance I get. I'm almost proud of myself for achieving the mental part of wanting to get "it". I've been going very hard in the books and like Its almost the reason for doing this blog. and going into such detail. I love this new life Im doing what ever I want  nowadays. and I've been quarterbacking myself like the Patriots with a healthy tom brady. Meeting friendly new faces, the women, the new expeiriences, the women, the new responsibilitys upon myself and the women. LoL.  Schools either gon be a wasted investment or one I will never foget when I get my check.

 My future???? is undetermined one of my last things on my important list is obtainng my license. It would put a part in me I was missing. But anyhow, yeah and the persuit of more money in my pocket legit of course. To sum it all up sometimes I feel like its the begining I have this feeling in me everyday that I was put here for something very important Everyday it never leaves even when my pride is hurt or something. It never leaves me. So when I find out I will let ya know until next time peace!